Eliza

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 07:54:13 GMT

wow, it's been a long ... fucking time.

Karausu is the main journal, but even that has been neglected.

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 22:17:55 GMT

You all should know i've jumped on back the karausu band wagon. So add karausu.

Why ? Because i'm about to get loud and nasty. And i did so best in that journal. It's the best sort of spice for what im about to do.

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 07:23:31 GMT

Class is almost over.

Next month im considering the east coast , anyone care to offer shelter ?

Brisbane by November/December. I'll finally get to see my birthplace.

Party/show next month

My heart hurts, it's all this stress of gaining, and dropping weight so often that it's squeezing the life out of it. I'm dying to just smash someones teeth in.

Shit, uh, fuck it.

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 05:41:11 GMT

And there was a voice that said when and how. Lost it all. Felt it in my bones, from my head to my toes, eating away at me even more between my lips and hips. Felt the positive melt away, felt the love slip away. Woke up between a narrow place, the look of death on my face. Blades of grass in my hair, a plastic piece poking into my side. There is no need for here, or there, i've lost it all again. Almost called it quits again, almost called it off again. Had the will to do myself in, almost felt the need to grasp the call, felt the lie run through my bones. Lost all control, let it all go. I just don't want to be here anymore.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 06:35:03 GMT

.soon.